I had a come to Jesus kind of week.......I don't really know what else to say. I am going to start documenting my journey again and committ to at least one post a week on Mondays. Lower than low is where I am at right now. I have a few things in the works so lets hope I get my crap together. I have an overwhelming feeling of "yeah right, what makes you think you will do it this time."
I had some great advice of to use my anger, fear, anxiety etc for MY purpose......try and use those feelings to get me angry enough and fed up enough to change.....I think I am there. But I hate talking anymore these days.....only thing I can do is put one foot in front of the other and make it happen....one stinking pound at a time.
This is all such a mental game.......
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