So I had a great weigh in on Friday. Weekends are my HARDEST time ever.....its not like I lack a little control....I seriously lack any self control at all on most weekends. I understand it is mind over matter but it is so damn frustrating.
So on Friday night, I knew I wanted some wine, so I had some....and some dark chocolate, and I don't know what else. I think I am blocking it out. I did have my shake Saturday morning and got a good sweat session it at the gym. I ate a boat load of candy Saturday as I was doing Easter stuff with the kids. That candy seriously could not get in my mouth fast enough. I don't remember what I ate Saturday for dinner but it probably was something un healthy in between fist fulls of candy!!! Ugggh.
Sunday, we went to breakfast. I decided since I was already doing so bad to have French toast and half an order of biscuits and gravy. NICE!!!! We BBQ'd that evening and I don't think I ate to much, I had some salmon and some salad. But also some wine, and I am sure some more candy.
Monday I had off and I ate like crap pretty much all day....I feel like shit. I feel like a failure. I don't know why I do this to myself...blah, blah, blah. So its the same cycle different day.
I love being home with my kids and often wish I could stay home full time, but it seriously is such an issue not being on my schedule. I need to figure this one out.
I took Sunday and Monday off from working out because I am so dang tired the last few days, but that doesn't really bother me since I have been going so strong lately. I will work out tonight, even though I still feel exhausted. I don't know what is wrong with me.
So I pick myself up and keep trying. I will see what that scale says on Friday. I have to be accountable to that scale every week.
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