Challenge

So I have spent a lot of time soul searching the last few days.  I have laid everything out on the line in my head and to be honest I have not lived up to any of my expectations.

I have come up with a new challenge and some renewed determination.  I am scared as hell, the thing I am most scared about is why is this time going to work?  I am scared of letting myself fail yet again.  I have done this so many times in my life it is hard to count.  The point is that I am the only person that can let me fail, and I have to just not do that.  Waaaaaay easier said then done.

Some of these blogs I follow have been HUGE motivators and I am going to detail out my goals and plan.....(yet again).  Tomorrow......

I have a busy day celebrating my daughters birthday.  I am off to the gym and to make her day extra special.  I am NOT cheating on my diet.....that is not in the plan :)